Friday, December 4, 2015

Guest Feature - Sasha Fairywren


There is a Lady in SL who I love more than anyone in Second Life, she is classy, strong, confident and fierce, and FIERCE is the theme of this Styling.

Guest Featuring today is the Lovely Sasha Fairywren. She is the Matriarch of the Nest of the Bloody Fae Alongside the Lovely Gem Sunkiller, she is my Momma and the Leanan Sidhe. Mother Nature herself and she is at the ever Lovely Runestone Sim with her devoted, Boby.

She is sporting a curve complimentary, feline feature Dress. I love this, though I am bias due to the green accents! She enhanced this look with lovely green jewels, her striking red hair and lovely pumps!



She tends to be fairly enigmatic!



As Fierce as her dress.

A brief word on how important this woman is to me...
She has literally been there through some of the hardest times of my Second Life...
She is accepting, but critical when it's needed, she is adoring but firm, she is exacting but poetic. I seriously hope she is part of my life for ages to come.



And with her most dashing Fashion Accessory



Here is a close up of those lovely Pumps!



Location: Runestone
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Snow
Shape: LAQ ~ Glow Shape [H]
Ears: [MANDALA] Fantasy Elf Ears
Skin: TBP Infinity Custom Skin
Eyes: Fae Amethyst - Discontinued
Jewelery:
  • ::envi:: Diamone Monroe Piercing
  • Lazuri Classic Glamour Earrings
Makeup:
Dress: {Ana Markova} Deneuve Dress Fierce
Shoes: .:KC:. HUELVA Heels for Slink High Feet

Mesh Attachments: Slink High Feet

Nails: *Sexy Mamas* Prim Nails - Glitter Manicure (Green)
Tattoo: A&T - Dimples - Creator - ℳøηi ƊiVαяcσ (moni.telling)

Poses: Marukin - Various











Sunday, November 22, 2015

Tis Winter time...

I received an IM today from a Lovely Lady:

P: I'm switching Runestone to winter
S: Ew! LOL jks
P: hahaha


And like Mother Nature herself, she blanketed the landscape with Snow!

Romantic Summer nooks and cranny's turned into romantic cozy hideaways.

Now, we discussed my having bought Uggs, but.. Much like in Real Life, I seriously think they are  ugly as sin... SO! I just wore my Bax Regency Boots instead, because... Yeah, Smexy footwear always eases Winter blues.



I have to say, despite my intense hatred for Winter, P makes it look like something magical!

Maybe I'll even go Ice Skating!

There were some Gorgeous places to explore, I highly recommend taking your time there and viewing it at -every- Sun Setting! (Specially Midnight)



I found various places to relax and enjoy things, Dory was following at my feet the whole time, dashing through the snow (and playing in the very random ball pit we found... Don't judge.)


Shhh, Don't tell P I let Dory on the couches!

Well, there goes my day of adventuring! Enjoy your weekend Lovelies, I'll be working on blogging over here while you're all relaxing!





Location: Runestone

Hair:  .Olive. the Vana Hair - Brunettes 

Shape: My Own

Mesh Body/feet/hands: Maitreya – Lara – Body-

Ears: [MANDALA] Fantasy Elf Ears

Skin: Pink Fuel – Renee: Hazel- (also with Mesh Body Applier now YAY)

Eyes:  .: SMC :. Earth Dragon Eyes (Market Place Link)

EyeLashes: *GA* Mesh Lashes Fantasia (W/Eyeliner)

Jewelery:  

  • EarthStones Broken Heart Set - Onyx (BOX)
  • Izzie's - Celestial Midi Rings (For Maitreya and Others)
  • Noodles - Hex Circlet Black


Makeup: 


  • Lips: [VoiD] Tosha -- Precious -- Natural -- Ruby (Sadly, no longer in business)
  • Eyes: DAMNED - CatEyes MakeUp (MP Link)
  • Nails: Nailed It - Maitreya Select - Venetian Diva Set

Horns:  :[P]:- Living Light Horns - 

Top:  Erratic / ava - sweater / red (maitreya) 

Bottoms: GreaneDesign Rhonda Leather Pants - Maitreya Applier (Market Place Link)

Shoes: BAX Regency Boots Black Leather

Tattoo: .Identity. Body Shop - #5 Every Word


Friday, November 20, 2015

I wont be your Dirty Pretty...



I've spent a good portion of the last year of my SL experience altering and shifting my Avatar, my personality, my over all persona to fit the needs and wants of another. While I admit I did enjoy most of the outcomes of their desires, I do not feel it was entirely -me- and it took a small emotional upheaval to realize that.

I decided it would be fun to venture out of my comfort zone and check out another side of the BDSM Lifestyle; Domination. In my endeavour to do so I ran into some pretty amazing people who spoke to me, measured my intentions and then stopped me from making a huge mistake. They kept me from turning away from who I was simply to be, for others, what I wanted for myself.

In order to surrender to One, one must surrender to herself I think and I needed to find who I was and find the -me- that I could be proud of and love. The Lovely Domina who prevented my downfall gave me an assignment to remake myself into what I truly wanted to be and no one else...


The Assignment was harder than I expected, though in it I learned that what I was most in love with about myself was not one static "look" that I could stick to and enjoy, but instead embracing the fact that my look could be fluid, ever changing with bits and pieces that I adored and could keep to enhance my vision of me.

I know what I -want- to be personality wise and most importantly in my submission and that is a whole other adventure... As to how I look, well that is simple... However I want!

I had so much fun exploring new looks and I feel I have settled at least on a base "me". I adopted, with pride, the persona of Dragon Fae upon my entrance into the Nest of the Bloody, in honouring that I found Horns (Dragon) and Ears (Fae/Elven) that I LOVED! One of my biggest heartaches through the last relationship was that I was not usually allowed to show off the Fae ears. First thing I did when the relationship came to its end was to put them on once again, and I haven't taken them off since, and I don't forsee me doing it in the future either.

I found new Dramatic eyes that emulated the Dragon Eye and LOVE THEM, especially with the cat eye Make up and Beautiful Fantasia Lashes from Gaeline.
The Face-paint is a sort of mask. As I was looking at it I found it was something that would hide the softness. I didn't want to be seen as vulnerable and someone who could be walked on by invoking my fear of being in trouble. The Face-paint made me feel fierce and slightly defiant, so for now it stays.

I wear the Maitreya body so I was limited with tattoo choices but I found this Half Sleeve/Partial Chest one that was gorgeous (And Symmetrical which is super important) I love it!

I admit the look doesn't match the personality, I am much softer than my image, but truly, if someone judges me by how I look as opposed to getting to know me, it is their issue and not my own.

 "I know I am more than they see
 I'm everything, everything is me
 I won't be what you want me to be
 Your picture perfect vanity
 I don't want to be your dirty pretty"



Ultimately, I had to like who I was looking at... And thanks to that Wonderful Domina and her family... I have begun the journey into finding myself, embracing who I want to be and being comfortable enough not to -need- a Dominant in order to define my existence.

Thank you Contessa and Family. I love you all.



 I'm more than you'll ever see
 More than just your dirty pretty
 Maybe I am not all that I've learned
 Close your eyes, and you twist and you turn
 I know I am more than they see
 I'm everything, everything is me
 I won't be what you want me to be
 Your picture perfect vanity
 I don't want to be your dirty pretty



Runestone...

There are very few places in Second Life that I find solace or comfort, and while this place I am Showcasing holds a rather melancholy memory for me I still find it's a place where I can unwind and explore and enjoy. It helps that my Friends Arioch and Portia are the ones who have Created and built and molded into the loveliness that it is.

I held my Collaring Ceremony here, it was beautiful and Portia was amazing at making everything look wonderful! She told me recently as I was preparing to invade the sim for pictures for the Blog that there was going to be a Hand Fasting held there and she was waiting to see if their preference was Fall theme or winter (I hope they chose fall cause Winter is bleh)

I will probably showcase Runestone various times in my blog, simply because it -is- a place I find comfort and it's so beautiful and delightfully creative in it's construction.

If you do choose to visit, feel free to take pictures and send them to Portia or Arioch and they will post those pics on their bulletin board! It's awesome and some of the pictures are great!

Here are mine!
**Just a quick note, I am not writing out credits for the outfit because that will be part of a separate styling -and- the focus of this post is the Location!

Visit Runestone!








Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Day Dreaming my Life away.... - NSFW -

It has been a while since I blogged, and this one is rather simple but I think elegant! I’ve been promising Darkstone that I’d blog his things cause, let’s face it… his creations are FANTASTIC and they suit my style more than most things (Cause sometimes Dragons.)




This first piece is actually one of my favourites, simply because of the name – Mojo! It’s a wicked piece, the one I am wearing is mostly Silver, the smaller loop containing beautiful earth-tone feathers and a wicked looking arrow! The longer loop ending in an elegant silver leaf. I fell in love with this because I own a necklace in real that almost emulates this design!
Daydreaming1
The Next piece doesn’t really -go- with the Mojo Necklace but it is another of my favourites. Owls are amongst the few animals I respect. I mean I love them all but I -respect- Owls. Grace and Deadliness all in one small and delightfully beautiful package…. Like me!
Small and Mighty and all that…
Daydreaming2This Cute little owl is gold but I do believe it comes in SIlver (Which is my preferred metal!)
… it’s an intricate piece and I feel incredibly well done. Perhaps he will whisper wise words in my ears as I lay here and Day dream!
And! OMG! This Bracelet… I swear was made specifically for me (despite what Dark says)!!!
Daydream Bracelet
My entire persona is centered around Shakespeares “Tho she is but little, she is fierce…”
Darkstone Made this My Mantra Bracelet! There are, I believe, 18 other phrases! They come with a resizer and they look amazing! But… I am biased and the above is my favourite. ~nodsnods!
Safest Paths, till we meet again
~S
Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Sharon Mesh Hair – Black coffee
Shape: My Own
Mesh Body/feet/hands: Maitreya – Lara – Body-
Ears: *~*Illusions*~* High Elf Ears (Market Place Only)
Skin: Pink Fuel – Renee: Hazel- (also with Mesh Body Applier now YAY)
Eyes: IKON Destiny Eyes – Forest
EyeLashes: *GA* Mesh Lashes Fantasia (W/Eyeliner)
Freckles: .Oh!Liv. *Face Freckles* (Market Place Only)
Jewelery:  Stone Works – Woman’s “Mojo” Necklace, Owl Earring – Amethyst, My Mantra  “Tho she be small” Bracelet
Prop:  Sway – Sway’s [Dreamer] Garden Lounger . lavender – 

Monday, June 1, 2015

“The world's a puzzle; no need to make sense out of it." - Socrates”

“Every chaos has an order hidden in it. What we see as a chaos, is actually driven by a very disciplined and dedicated order of things. What we need to do is focus on the stuff before us, make our way through this chaos, and that order will sort itself out for us” 



It's funny the things you take for granted until there is a threat of losing it completely. I never really accepted or understood how much I needed my little family away from the Nest. Fizban Underwood has been a large part of my life for the last year and some... Pretty much beside me during some of the harder parts of my in-world life and a lot of my real life stuff as well. Just as I had been there with him through the loss of his Mother and now the total upheaval of his life.

Even with Ele and I occasionally on rocky and sometimes turbulent ground, words can't really express how grateful I am that she isn't going offline too. Sometimes, sharing a name means more than any of us realize... sharing a name, a purpose, and a person. It's crazy things like that which strengthen a bond with out you really realizing it. And Ele and I need all the strength we can get so we can be strong girls for our Love.

I am an advocate of the saying "Everything happens for a reason." even as unpopular as that saying might bed. Sometimes, that reason, and the way it's happening... well.., it sucks. But there is a purpose behind all things.  Perhaps it is impossible to see the purpose now, and sometimes you'll never quite "click" as to why things happened as they did but each day is like a puzzle piece and everything we do, provided we make the right decisions, has a rhyme and another piece into which they fit together.

Sometimes I wish we could view the  layout of our life. Just stretch it out onto a table and peruse it. See what we did when, connect the dots as to how one thing here influenced another there. I feel if we could  just glimpse that, and be given the insight to -see- just exactly how the ebb and flow of things like this work... I imagine we'd be a lot more accepting of what comes. On that token however... I feel there would be a lot more attempts at deliberately shaping what happens and ultimately that would defeat the purpose of happenstance and the rhyme and rhythm in which we all follow.

All told, I hate how life is shaping up right now, I hate the things that are happening and I hate how those things are affecting me and making me feel, but in the back of my mind I keep seeing the puzzle, and I wonder... Which piece is this, what does -this- journey mean? How will this affect my future? All I can really do is go with it and hope, and try to stay positive. Who knows... this could be a gateway for bigger and better things for all involved.

Ultimately, only time can tell.

~Sigh